feelings, Life Experiences

Do you want to solve a mystery?

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So you want 
to solve a mystery?
tell me, tell me
with all honesty
“Do you want to solve a mystery?”I could tell you all the pain
darkness, sorrow, eruption
of eternal gloom
but we will become
nothing less than just
dust in this room
our souls will collide
as if there is no end to it
our bones will crumble
one by one, 
shoulder to waist
waist to toe
oh, this is all just for a show!

the suffering, the awakening
give me a run for the money
rain on my parade
I know nothing but 
we are all slowly sinking.

Mystery, mystery
what good will that bring?

So if I ask you,

“Do you still want to solve a mystery?”

What will you pry
out of your lovely cemetery?

By: Hadiy Syakir


Yet i’m ungrateful

I have learned silence from the talkative, toleration from the intolerant, and kindness from the unkind; yet, strange, I am ungrateful to those teachers.

Khalil Gibran 

Believe, feelings, Islam

A girl with hijab

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Hey! How are you all, hope you are doing best in your lives! 🙂
Today I’m here with my new blog which represents a girl, it actually tells the fact of a girl who wears hijab all the time without knowing that what the world thinks about her and what the people make dummy guesses about her dressing and character.

So the story begins from her birth. She opens her eyes in the hands of a Muslim nurse, feels the charm of a Muslim mother’s arms for the first time and tries to search out the hands of care and love of a Muslim father, this whole scenario shows she has taken birth in a Muslim family so obviously she is a Muslim girl.

She is taught the norms, values and ethics of Islam from her childhood. When she grows up she tries to apply those values in her real life which she notices in her mother, father and her whole family definitely those values which she is learning from her childhood.

She starts to wear hijab from the age of 13, she is encouraged by her surrounding at this beautiful act and she is praised by her beloved. By the way, she doesn’t face any kind of difficulty by wearing hijab because of her surrounding, almost every girl wears hijab where she lives.

Her real challenge begins when she reaches university level studies. she notices girls wearing different types of dressing styles.
Girls with long, curly, straight, short hair, wearing jeans, small shirts, tights and doing different types of fashions could not change her perspective about her hijab.

Those girls look so beautiful in their own styles and she really inspires by their dressing, those were much charming but she was not anyhow less charming than them.
After all, she was a hijab’ian girl and she had a wonderful attraction in her own style.

She never said anyone about wearing hijab or doing pardah (veil) because she considers that everyone has freedom of doing what they want. But is she has that freedom of what she wants? That question had aroused in her mind when people started talking about her hijab.

You are a narrow-minded girl, you are less attracted towards boys. Are you living in the 21st century? Why are you bounded in your so-called values? are you forced by your family to do so? why you do not demand them for your freedom, at least you are an alive girl living in the modern world. So you have the right to live as you want blah blah blah.

Yes, she has freedom! after all, she has got the answers to all the questions asked by people.

She is living in this modern world and no doubt she can do anything that she wants. yes, she is living in scientific and modern society.

When the existence of human took place in this world, they were unaware of their dressing and wearing norms, they were living their lives without wearing, no doubt they were almost naked, after that when they were enlightened they started to cover themselves with leaves of trees. 

when people were in the initial phase of development they started to cover themselves because this act was spreading evils and they considered it the act of devil, they moved towards modernization by covering themselves.

Now we are living in modern world almost everyone has awareness, but it seems that we have reached in the back that one era where people had had spend lives in being naked. Is this not so?
Her firm belief in her Allah was not affected by the opinion of people.
Yes, she is free, she is more aware than others, she doesn’t need anyone’s attention, already she has got attention from the lord of the universe. At last, she was doing this all for her creator.

Her hijab was not only covering her hair but protecting her from the devil sight of people. She has chosen that path by herself definitely she was not forced by anyone, she was doing this by her own will and she was happy with it, with this belief that her lord is happy with her. 

I’m in love with My Hijab 
Which will give me a great sawaab

I think girls look beautiful this way 
More than body we put our Faith on display

My Lord loves me for who I am 
He loves me more than anyone else can

And when I’m lyin on my bed 
I think until my eyes are red

How can anyone be so great? 
Whenever I knock,He opens up the gate

With so many of my bad deeds I walk in 
And no doubt he forgives all our sin

Many at times I get worldly distractions 
But I need to hold on to righteous actions

And now I’m scared ov going astray 
So I beg Him to show me the right way

I beg Him to guide me all the way 
To guide me through night & day

And to make me stronger in Emaan 
As He is Ar-Rahman

Who has given us the Furqaan 
The miraculous Qur’an

After having the Quran recited 
This is what I’ve decided

The Qur’an & the Sunnah 
Is the only way to enter Jannah!

When you can’t have what you 
want, ask Allah for Paradise, 
for it is there you will 
be able to have 
whatever you want 🙂 ? 
In sha Allah! :’D

-Uzma Ashraf


feelings, Life Experiences, Motivation

Paint yourself with colors within

I have learned from the nature of people as you go closer to them they just find out the flaws and defects among you. They don’t enjoy your company. They tease you, they taunt you moreover, they urge you to do what they want. They want to make you what they want to see you.

On the other side when you are far from people, you hear them saying: she is so arrogant, she has an attitude problem, such a proud girl blah blah blah, but why she has so much attitude!. Is she is daughter of a billionaire? hahaha,…or she considers herself the most beautiful and charming girl of the world, by the way it sounds good 🙂

I don’t know what is the problem with them. whatever, i don’t focus on their stupid shits. i’m happy with myself in my small world where very few people only mean to me and i really do care about them.

well, the purpose of writing this blog is that people are only mean to discourage you, they are not going to make you happier, they will not help you at reaching your destiny. In either sides they are mean to fall you down. So why do you care about them who really don’t care of you? why you encourage them who don’t even praise on your stunning performance?

The one who is going to feel you happier, pride, encouraged and one who can be the best fellow in the journey of your life is only you, yes! you are the best friend of yours. Sometimes to be arrogant is best, to ignore people is best, to care your self-esteem is best and to spent time with yourself is best. According to some people it is selfishness,  but i consider it self-care. If due to some people you lose your self-esteem then it is better to leave them because your first priority is you. You should be your first and foremost priority. Let them feel that you can alone can do whatever you want, make them wonder by your stunning performance. Stay blessed and happy 🙂 

Paint yourself with colors within

Find a companion within

Make a small world for yourself 

Be a wander in spiritual ecstasy

Keep dreaming with empty eyes

Do what your heart says but listen to everyone

With broken breaths: keep fighting, keep moving forward 

Piece-by piece; collecting your fate

Why is your heart broken and in pain

Why are you? why you exist? contemplate 

Fight the war within

Stun everyone around you

Uzma Ashraf





Believe, Motivation

A time to believe

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To believe is to know that
every day is a new beginning.
Is to trust that miracles happen,
and dreams really do come true.

To believe is to see angels
dancing among the clouds,
To know the wonder of a stardust sky
and the wisdom of the man in the moon.

To believe is to know the value of a nurturing heart,
The innocence of a child’s eyes
and the beauty of an aging hand,
for it is through their teachings we learn to love.

To believe is to find the strength
and courage that lies within us
When it’s time to pick up
the pieces and begin again.

To believe is to know
we are not alone,
That life is a gift
and this is our time to cherish it.

To believe is to know
that wonderful surprises are just
waiting to happen,
And all our hopes and dreams are within reach.

If only we believe


Believe, Life Experiences

Believe that your existence mean something

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sometimes life becomes very difficult, as difficult that we start complaining to our God. we really don’t know that God had might be planning something special for us. This is why we do so! because we start to compare our-self with others, we do not think that everyone has different qualities or even we know but we hide it from our inner self.  And that curiosity of being like others snatches the real pleasures of life, therefore our lives become despondent. In fact, we make our lives arduous. So, stop comparing yourself with others love yourself  who you are. Live with this belief that you are here for a special purpose and God has awarded you different talent and skills. 

-Uzma Ashraf  



People try to spend their lives according to their dreams and goals.They hope for the completion of their dreams, without dreams their life seems purposeless. So, it is obvious that every individual has dreams in his or her life.
These dreams can be related with their education, Career, best future, serving humanity even a best partner/soul mate.
It means that every one wants best life accordingly his/her choices. But, among the 100% of people only, 3% try to convert their dreams into reality. Other just make their goals and dreams in their heads.They don’t try to achieve them. Because they have fear of society. Due to, that fear they hide their talent and dreams from people. They have fear that if they struggle for their dreams people will laugh at them, people will tease them, and they will do all kind of shits for making them lower. They extremely bear people’s abuses and stop trying, they become hopeless and try to live accordingly on others choice. They think, that other people are the owner of their lives. Moreover they forget that, they are awarded a beautiful life by Allah almighty. And they have right to spend their lives as they want. But, what they do, they put their destiny in others hands.
Other people start controlling them. When people fully control their lives. They don’t become able of making their dreams come true. They become afraid of people. They try to make people happy but don’t think either they are happy or not. But this can be controlled. what they have to do is that they have to do struggle for their dreams. They have to just amazed them. Let them laugh,let them tease, let them do all things. Make their hates a motivation and inspiration..Because they are the people who are making you successful. So,focus on your dreams try to convert them into reality and amaze them.
-Uzma Ashraf